Falling apart insidiously

The last day of CNY;Chap Goh Mei will finish off the CNY on Feb 9. Two more days, it will be over. I did not go anywhere except watching a lot of movies.The bank called to inform the good news on the account failed to motivate me to celebrate this festive. I guess as you grow older, something that you treasured and enjoyed when you were young have changed. They are no longer what you are looking for now.

I feel my life is falling apart insidiously.The life has become meaningless to me.I feel my family does not really care about me.The people that are close to are not real.Despite of trying to make myself busy, I felt alone in this world at time.My 2 businesses which I am fully in charged before are getting out of my hands.I am a workaholic. Work is one of most important part of me.No work no life.

Few days ago, Mozilla declined to my business proposal.I wanted to manufacture and market an energy drink under Firefox trademark. Unfortunately it's not their strategy to use Firefox trademark on Consumer Packed Goods.It was a big disappointment!I have to find way how to make them realize that how many people in the world actually want a Firefox energy drink.

Soon, I hope to start my shoe business, on a small scale. To test run the prototype.All direction mapped out to hit the market. Hopefully, making my self busy bring some vibrancy for me to live on.